Pirate to the vet...

Pirate hasnt been eating much since he came back from boarding..so last sat brought him to the vet to do a blood, urine & poo test...outcome - everything is fine...vet issued vitamin b complex to pirate to get him to eat more...vet says he is just being fussy...haiz i tink i must have spoilt him...spent a whopping $190 for this vet visit and luckily he is fine...if he is not fine i might be spending even more $...thank goodness.. i tink i chould starve him so he know how to treasure his food....

Random Updates

Sorry for the lack of updates....been busy this week and also partly lazy to blog...

bobby is settling well in his new home...but we realized one thing when we brought him to the dog run..bobby has been sterilised but he loves to go hump other dogs still and worse still he only humps male dogs :S can someone tell me y?

ger & pirate doing fine..brough ger to dog run for the first time and she was so sticky that when i off leash her..she refuse to go mingle ard and stick with me the whole time, never leaving me more than a metre away...it was a funny sight because i wanted her to have the free run...play with other dogs...but she chose to stick by my side..which kinda defeat the purpose of me bringing her to the dog run right? haha my sweet loyal ger...Pirate has been a brat refusing to eat his dry food again and only eats when i give him can food...i hope he is not sick....both pai & ger will be going vet next month for their vaccine & checkup..hope all goes well...

Went to visit pixie too...she is sooooo happy at the shelter..that when i want to bring her out of the shelter...she simply refuse to...i tink she is too comfortable at the shelter with all her good frens and nice volunteer taking gd care of her...she has been active, eating well and all but dont seem to be gaining much weight though...will bring her to sterilise next month..hopefully she will gain some weight after that...


Will find time next week to visit buddy & pompom...

I have received $270 donation to cover pixie medical bills..thank you all for the kind donation...pixie will appreciate your love for her...am trying to raise another $150 to cover her for her sterilisation next month...if you would like to contribute, do let me know.. thank you all so much...

Many things done..........

Bobby went to potential adopter home yesterday..will be on 1 week trial..hopefully all goes well...he needs time to adjust...to new owner...new home and new environment...i hope he will be happy...coz i want to see him so..

Brought pixie to vet to have her vaccine & microchip...she had ringworm on the nose and is on some applied medicine..so far she is happy at the shelter..made new frens and happy..drove her to vet and she was nervous that she poo in the car lol...other than that she is a well behaved ger in the car and at the vet...very tame ger...

Brought ger home on sat...this get getting fatter lol having a gd life at A's place lol..Pirate as usual forever happy to see gerger come hm and they play like mad..pirate has been a fussy eater again! refuse to eat his dry food..and going on hunger strike...i tink he is getting bored of his dryfood..

Will find some time to visit buddy & pompom next week....been busy recently for pixie & bobby...

will be going for a short genting trip this coming weekend..first time i will be away from pirate for 3 days..i am starting to worry if he will cope ok at M&M (he wil be board there for the 3 days)...i will miss my dear boy and hope he will do fine...i needed this long awaited break..and hope bobby, ger, pirate n pixie will do fine during my this short trip...i cant help but worry because i will not be in spore and if anything happen..how am i gona rush back in time..i tink i am being too paranoid....

Busy Weekend with the furkids....

The weekend has been busy...busy but satisfying....sat was spent with gerger and pirate..both crazy furkids played like mad lol...cant blame them coz they only get to see each other once a week...

sunday went down to shelter to bathe pixie...she was struggling and screaming at the top of her lungs when i tried to bathe her...had to quickly bathe her and let her calm down..this is the first time i see a dog soooooo scared of bathing...pixie has settled in really well at the shelter and even has a playmate...so relieved and happy to see her doing well...still need alot of food to pump her up though...after bathing her head to DRS to feed the dogs and clean their area...took us 2 - 3 hrs to do so...so much hardwork but happy to see the happy looks in their face...

Was supposed to bring bobby to meet potential adopter on sat morning but his owner was admitted to hopsital on fri night thus had to postpone the meet up to this coming weekend...i hope everything goes well...time is running out for bobby now that owner (the main caregiver) is in hospital..the owner hubby has to work, go to hospital and take care of bobby...its tough for him and i hope bobby is not neglected...i hope to get him to his foster home (jingjing home) this coming weekend after he meet his adopter...i want him to be well taken care of and not be neglected...i know jing and hubby zw will take good care of him during his stay there...but still hope he will find a forever home soon...as jing home already has 3 dogs and i dun want to overwhelm them too much...they are doing me a favour to take in bobby temporary..without them i wont be able to have done soo much...

Pom Pom - First Home Visit

Visited Pompom yesterday. Our dear girl look sooo pretty...adopter's mum brought out the clothes which she sew for her...they look so beautiful esp on her...she is a happy gal, gets along well with the resident dog...still a fussy eater and still afraid of being left alone (she will howl when she's left alone)...but overall i can tell she is settling well at her new home...

her new mummies love her alot and she sticks to adopter's mum alot too....i am so glad that i made the trip down to visit our dear gal...i feel so blessed to see her doing so well at her new home and is being loved :)

she is getting better..and i witnessed her jump over the drain..wobbly though but she now has the strength to jump....everyday, she gets her daily walk up and down a slope and in the garden...what more can we ask for right?

Shall end of with picture of her at new home and new clothes...i should have taken more photo but i was busy playing and hugging pompom...my fault :(






P.S: I brought ger ger to anderson home on sat..as usual she was very panicky and kept whinning and whinning...i felt so terrible..but thank goodness anderson told me she has more or less settle down and doing better...i pray my darling ger will get used to her new environment and the new friends in the house...i cant wait to visit her soon...i miss my dear gal...

Schedule for the week..

11 July (Sat): GerGer shifting to Anderson's home
(Keeping me fingers crossed that she will be fine there, adapt well and eat well. Folks at Noo age super love her esp Uncle Soon I know he cant bear to see her go. I feel terrible making this decision to let her shift to anderson esp when she finally settle in so well at Noo age. But I want her to have more company and be well taken care of 24/7, thus decided to shift her to Anderson's home)

12 July (Sun): Visit Pom Pom
(Cant wait to see this adorable ger and hug her. Will update with pictures on her after the visit :)

15 July (Wed): Visit Bobby, my dear boy
(Havent seen him in a while, will be visiting this sweet boy too since i am on leave that day. I hope he still rems me)

* Might be visiting Buddy on Wed too

Next weekend is gona be a busy weekend, with company shifting and events to do..i cant wait for next week to be over soon...i need a break!!!!

Pirate the innocent

We were bored and decided to play a trick on pirate...we used a soft toy and imitate a kid's voice to ask pirate to do his command....so he actually thought that soft toy was a real person giving command lol..its amusing really..so innocent....

Growing Up....

Just recently, I noticed that Pirate and Ger Ger has really grown up...recalling the first day I had pirate and gerger.. and compare them to now...indeed they have grown..not only physically..but grown to be more obedient than they used to...

Pirate used to be very rough when playing...he used to be barking like crazy when he sees strangers...he used to love to play bite and used to chew on anything he can get in his mouth..he used to be a delinquent...cant be bothered about hearing my commands, will tug the leash like mad when i bring him out for walk (making me fall down so many times) and totally not scared of me even when i hit him...

3 yrs have passed..and now when i tink about it...i really see the change in him...he no longer play rough (although he still loves to pounce on me when i return home)...he no longer play bitr or bark crazily...he now listens to my command and come to me when i call him to...he doesnt chew on anything now except the toys i give him...he no longer tug the leash and walks patiently & faithfully besides me following every single step i take...he now learns to know when I am not feeling well or in a foul mood..and will behave himself and sits beside me just to accompany me...he still behaves like a puppy sometimes...but i can feel he is growing up..and am glad that i witnessed this journey of him growing up and seeing the every stage of him growing up and blossom into a handsome boy....

When i first had gerger...i dun know any of her background and even got snapped by her when i tried to touch her...she used to be a shy girl and defensive towards us human...she used to bark like mad at anything (refusing to stop even when i scold or beat her)..she used to snap at strangers (probably due to her history)....she used to be scared of every moving objects...and used to pee when we raise our voice at her...she used to be a dog that is not confident at all...

But having spent 2 yrs with me...i have also seen the growth in her...she is now a lovely girl...still barks not stops when i shout at her...still snap at strangers once a while (esp those who she feels threaten about)...but getting better now...she is now a more confident dog and a sweetie pie always following me ard and forcing her head into my arms just for me to stroke her...she has grown to be a dog that is just contented with hanging out with me doing nothing but just me stroking her head...

I am really glad to have them in my life..to see them transform from delinquents to better behaved dogs (not perfect dogs, but nevermind..I am just contented with them being the way they are now)...am thankful to be given this chance to exprience all the ups and downs with them..am most thankful that I had the chance to grow up together with them...they have been part of my life and we will continue to grow old together....

P.S: Just some of my thoughts :)

Pirate's recovery...

Pirate is recovering well...at least better than i expected...his paws doesnt hurt as much as it was on the first day...and now he has got the strength to tug the leash :)

Managed to cut of some of the "dead" paw pads which were dangling from his paw..and has been diligently washing and cleaning his paws and ensuring that he doesn't bite or move ard too much...all effort has paid off..and i am thankful that he is feeling better now..at least i dun feel too upset now...

Hoping he will fully recover soon..and play with gerger when she come back hom on one of the days next week...

Injuried Pirate...

Yes pirate got hurt..and this time again, someone forgotten to close the gate and once again he escaped out of the house..lucky thing is he didnt hurt any dogs/human he saw...he is generally fine with human..just tat sometimes pple tend to be afraid when they see such a big dog...but thank goodness no one was hurt except for Pirate himself...

I went home and saw that all his 4 paws were hurt...his paw pads were hurt due to abrasion..but i must say the abrasion were pretty bad..cause 2 of his paw pad were cut and seem to be dropping off partially..u cant imagine the pain when i saw him like tat...thanks goodness bf helped to wash his wound and apply antiseptic cream on his paws while i was still at work..

As you know pirate is an outdoor trained dog and will only do his pee & poo outside..yesterday i tried to bring him for his pee & poo break..and i realised he got big problem walking..each step he took seems to be in such pain..he was practically limping all the way...i really think his paws hurt alot..the sight of him in pain really hurt me...i tried to carry him to the grass but didnt have such strength to carry a dog weighing 30kg all the way..he took a short pee & poo break and went back home straight..cause i can tell he don't want to walk much due to the pain on his paws..he didnt even poo..my poor boy..

Pirate is still eating and drinking well...still wana play but cant due to his paws...i tried to bandage his 4 paws before taking him for a walk so that his injuried paws will not be exposed to the dirt and bacteria...i tried to apply cream on his paws and he whined alittle when i touched it..it must have hurt so much...

Now i have to put him in a play pen to minimize his movement in hope that his injuried paws will have recover faster...my darling boy looks sad but he seemed to know that the cleaning his wound, applying cream and bandaging his paws i did was all for his good and he finally allowed to me clean him up w/o struggling...

This morning i woke up an hr earlier than usual, as i know i have to give him more time for his pee & poo break, and I need more time to clean his wound and wrap them up..i brought him for his break but he seems to be still in pain..he peed but didnt poo..went back home to clean his wound and bandage them and put him back to his playpen and went to work..

It's tiring to take care of an injuried dog...but he is my dog..no matter how tough it is..i will do my best to make him recover fast..CNY is approaching and now this has to happen..i tink i will be spending alot of my time taking care of my dear boy this CNY..if the folks can make the effort to be more careful..then this wont have happened...this is not the first time he ran out already..i know sometimes the older folks tend to be more forgetful and i cant blame them too...but i hope they can be more careful in future..cause who knows what will happen to him if he run out again...

P.S: Now i am contemplating whether to bring gerger back on CNY..cause if i bring her back..pirate will not be able to play with her cause i wil be limiting his movement..and then pirate and gerger will be seperated which then defeat the purpose ofme bringing gerger back...but then again if i dun bring her back home...it kinda makes me feel guilty...tell me what shld i do? haiz..

Chinese New Year is coming...

Chinese New Year is arriving and I have yet to buy any of my Chinese New Year clothes...It's time to spend my weekends shopping ard (I really hate shopping & if given a choice I would rather not shop. I only shop once every year - That's before Chinese New Year to buy my clothes. That's all!)

I have decided that I will bring gerger back on one of the days in Chinese New Year and let her spend one night with me & pirate :) It will probably be 1st Day of Chinese New Year.. And I seriously can;t wait for that day to come...to spend time with my 2 darlings...to gamble...to have fun...to play & drink..to enjoy...Cause after Chinese New Year, we only have May to look forward to for our next Public Holiday....

Pirate the spoilt brat...

Sometimes I think I pamper my dogs too much....so much that it eventually turns them into a spoilt brat....argghhhh...it's sometimes so frustrating especially when pirate the sturbborn brat decides that he had enough of eating dry food that he decides that he will go on hungry strike for a few days....

It just so happen that his kibbles run out that day and the new bag of kibbles will only arrive the next day..so that very day i fed him so HCF...he gobble down everything as soon as i lay his bowl on the floor..and then the next day when his kibbles arrived, he decided to go on hungry strike and refuse to eat his kibbles...he would bite it and then spit everything out of his mouth and then give me that "YUCKS! The kibble taste so awful...I won't eat it..and i shall wait till you give me my HCF" look..and then starts his hungry strike..yesterday was the 3rd day of his hngry strike and he refuse to touch the kibbles...sometime mongrels can be damn stubborn..esp this spoilt brat of mine...

Usually i will give in to him and give him the HCF which he has been fighting for...but this time round..enough is enough..i shall let him continue his hunger strike till he surrender and finish each and every kibbles that i give him...

Last time when ger ger is ard..he wld gobble down his food fast as he is a selfish dog and wont want to let gerger eat his leftover even when he is already full...gerger on the other hand is never a fussy eater...she eats whatever i give her and is contented to have food to eat..that is one thing i love about her...now gerger is at boarding..our prince pirate is starting his bad habits again..since gerger is not ard to steal his food....he better give in soon and start eating his kibbles..this time round i swear i will not lose this battle :S

Visited gerger yesterday..have been visiting her 2-3times a week since she started boarding...she is doing great as usual...my beautiful ger is gaining back the weight she lost and much happier already..though she still whines when i leave (understandable)...i really enjoy the every visit to see her and treasure the time we spent together..she is a darling...and i hope time flies fast..and i get my flat so that my darling ger can reunite and live with us again :)

P.S: Will be visiting bobby tmr..shall update more..

Day 12 - 22 without you by my side...

Was busy & lazy the whole of last week to blog...visited gerger last thursday and yesterday...wanted to bring her back but didn't..in fact i brought her to a nearby multi-storey carpark and unleashed her to run..the top floor of the multi-story carpark was open air and no cars...gerger sprint here and there exploring and looking ard...me too ran with her and then brought her to walk ard the teban gardens estate....it was fun just 2 of us hanging out :)

We spent 1.5hrs walking ard and playing at the multi storey carpark (that will be our new secret hangout place)...Gerger has more of less settled down...eating and putting back the weight she first lost when she started boarding...she's becuming the fat gerger i used to know...she gets along very well with the petshop dogs now and even the staff at noo age (that's very rare..she will usually growl at strangers)..can see that she's getting better when meeting new strangers..there was once she jumped onto a customers leg and insist that he sayang her :S

My dear ger has really grown and starting to learn things the right way...she has learnt that not everyone are the bad pple she met before i found her...she has learnt to treat pple & dogs better since they mean no harm to her...she has learnt to stick close to my side (even without leash. but i dun usually off leash her even though i know she wont run away and will stick close to me, cause she is not really a small dog and usually pple tend to be more afraid and esp since she is black & tan..which makes pple think that she is fierce :S )

But she is really gd at recalling...once she hear me calling her name or making those erhmp noise..she will recall and walk beside me...even when she walk in front of me..she dare not leave me more than 2 metre away and will constantly turn back to make sure i am ard...who says mongrels are not easy to train? See my ger has improved and learnt so much with the care from the right pple...

However, just one thing she hasnt really learnt yet...she still whines loudly and scratch the window very frantically whenever i leave the puppy room..she will go mad..i tink that's seperation anxiety..but i know she will overcome it soon...now she whines lesser and stops scratching once the noo age folks told her no...am pretty surprised that she listens to them :)

Back at home..brought pirate for a jog in the evening...one thing good about him is that he is able to jog at ur pace and follow you..but he gets distracted easily and behaves very unfriendly to other dogs..even those that didn't even provoke him...so usually i will try to bring him on a long walk along the canal or jog during times when there's not much pple (very late at night)...but i am sure he enjoyed yesterday's jog..coz he was sleeping so soundly yesterday night with a smile :)

I still miss the sight of gerger at home..and hope the day i get my flat will come soon...

P.S: took a short clip of gerger running and exploring the multi-storey carpark on my mobile phone..will go figure out how to transfer it into my laptop, so that i can upload it here....

Day 9,10 & 11 without you by my side...

Went to visit you yesterday..i tink you could sense i was there...you were sleeping in the puppy room and the moment i walked near the room you woke up and your big round eyes were staring into me :) As usual you jumped up & down and it seems like you can tear down the dog anytime hehe...

you seemed to have grown slimmer since you stayed there? are you still not adjusting well? you used to be plump & chubby but now you are slimmer? I was abit concerned and checked with uncle soon if she has been eating her food? Uncle Soon says that she does but to me she seems to have no interest in her food...she was nv a fussy eater and would always jump at the sight of food..even when its dry kibbles she would eat it down in less than 15 mins and usually after that she would eat up pirate's share of food if pirate had eaten enough..but seems to me now that she is not interested in her food at all..she took a bite of her food and walked away...and refuse to touch it even when i fed her...something is wrong..is she still homesick? does she not like the new dry food? or is she not feeling well? her appetite for food now is total 180 degrees change from last time..im getting increasingly worried..

Uncle soon told me usually she will eat finish her food and eats it fast..if she doesnt finish her food, uncle soon would leave it in her sleeping area for her to..i told him to monitor..if she continues to be not eating, i would have to bring her to the vet...but she is still the full of energy, bubbly gerger that i noe..

we brought her for a walk and uncle soon told me now in the daytime he will let gerger out and roam ard the petshop with their 2 in-house dogs..he says she doesnt bite the stuff nor disturb the dogs..overall she is behaving better than before...

Soon it was time to leave..you sensed it didnt u? you block the door and refuse to let us leave..and started to whine & jump crazily when we left the main door of the shop...gerger ah...you should be coping better..you have been there for a week n a half but seems like you are still not adjusting well..i hope you can adjust well soon and dun make me feel sad everytime i leave...and i hope you be happy too my darling...be the happy ger i know....eat more k..i love the chubby old you :)

Day 6,7 & 8 without you by my side...

Visited you yesterday and today...brought you back today in the afternoon..the moment you reached home..you rushed towards your brother pirate..with your waggy tail..but seems like u cant recognise him...you growled at him so many times..but your brother pirate was very happy to see you..he wanted to play and sniff you but u rejected him...he was soooo sad that he kept whinning and stay by your side and using his paw to touch you...but u still growled at him...my naughty girl..only 1 week and you forgot about him?

I left you two to play for 3-4hrs..then bathe and fed you..soon it was time to send you back to noo age..i expected you to be reluctant to leave but you were wagging your tail and happily hopped onto the car..but your brother pirate wasnt taking it too well and he winning and cried non stop till we left....

you are coping much better now at noo age..although you whined and scratched the window when we left...but it took you a shorter time now to calm down..i felt relieved...i hope you had a good day today coming back home and hanging out with me n ur brother pirate :) i will see you soon probably on wednesday..in the meantime you be a gd girl k...love you..n missing you still..

Day 5 without you by my side...

Wont be visitng you today although i wish too very much...lotsa work to clear and by the time i can leave office..the shop might have already been closed..hope you had a great day today and enjoying yourself with uncle soon and your doggie frens there....

tmr i will be going to jingjing's wedding in the afternoon, will visit you after the wedding..i promise you...am planning to bring you back home to reunite with your brother on sunday afternoon and play for a few hours and then send you back to noo age before they close for the day..not sure if it will make u miss home even more after that? or would it make u feel better despite such short visit back home? am still deciding...just dun wish to make u feel even worse after the visit back home..that's all...

Gerger be a gd ger n sleep well tonight k..i will see you tmr.. :) always in my heart..my sweet ger...

Day 4 without you by my side..

Had so much to do at work today...i thought with so much work i wont be thinking of you much..but i still miss u..rushed down after work to visit you today..you saw me from the window...you were so happy..with your lovely eyes staring at me and your tail waggin vigourously...i was happy to see you too :)

The moment i stepped into the puppy room..you were jumping up and down and trying to lick me non-stop...i brought you down for a short walk...it seems like you were showing me ard the area..looks like u are starting to settle in already...after the walk..you led me back to the shop...uncle soon told me you have started to eat these few days..thank goodness ur hunger strike is over..so is ur brother starting to eat too...i feel so relieved...you seems to be much better with other dogs and human too..you have blossom into a sweet and much better ger within these few days..im glad to see you grow..staff at noo age understand y you growled at them intially..because you were afraid..they were patient and understand that you need time to warm up to them..and indeed you did..you even lay on the floor and let them rub you belly..you did fine too hanging out with the dogs at the shop.i really see you improving...

soon it was time for us to leave....you whined and started to scratch the gate frantically..i expected that to happen...but once we left noo age..u started to calm down..so happy that you are doing better than the last few days..keep up the good work gal..i will see you over the weekends..will be bz with work tmr..but i will keep you in my thoughts still..am still missing you as much as day 1..but feeling much better..you too ger..am so proud you are behaving and starting to adapt..even so i still wished you will be by my side everyday..your brother misses you too but he is getting better everyday..we love you my dear ger....

Day 3 without you by my side...

Didnt visit gerger today..i wonder if she is feeling better today than yesterday? Had the urge to go visit her..but it pains me to see her whinning n yelping after i leave..thus didnt wana affect her..i hope that she will adjust better today w/o seeing me...

I hope you have taken your dinner today..you didnt eat yesterday and got me worried..your brother - pirate oso refuse his food today..am getting increasingly worried for both you n pirate..i hope both of you will get over it soon and start eating..if not how can i be at eased?

The mention of your name makes me cry...i had to hide my sadness and go to work and live my life like normal..its hard but i am trying my best not to let this affect me too much..and so must you too my dear ger...I weeped myself to sleep yesterday night tinking of you...am missing you as much as you are missing me..im sure your brother - pirate misses you too..u take care gal..the weekend is coming real soon...be patient and we 3 shall hang out together very soon...am looking forward to seeing you my sweet baby ger...

Day 2 without you by my side...

Visited gerger straight after work..when i reached noo age..she was in the puppy room and when she saw me..she was wagging her tail so vigourously and soo happy to see me...and so was i too..the moment i went into the puppy room..she jumped on me and licked my face non-stop...she was whinning throughout as if telling me she wana go back home :(

I brought her down for a walk and uncle soon told me she didnt eat her food...i was kinda worried coz she is a glutton and nv a fussy eater and would eat anything..but today..she wasnt eating...haizz..i tink she is not happy about me leaving her there and sorta missed home..uncle soon and myself tried to coax her to eat but she refused to...uncle soon took some of his own treats and fed her and even tried to spoon feed her..she ate abit and then left the food untouched again..i really hope she will settle down soon n start eating again..really sad to see her like tat...

but surprisingly..she let uncle soon touched her..sayang her n she even licked him...was glad that at least she trust him :) but she growled at the groomer and others when they wanted to pat her...i tink needa give her sometime to build the trust...she will eventually..i hope...she just need more time..

i spent an hr and half there just stroking her...when i was about to leave...gerger started whinning, crying and frantically scratching the door again...once again i felt as if my heart as been stabbed...it really hurts me alot to see her like let...but i had to leave noo age soon becoz i dun wan her to be too attached me..i hope for her to learn to be independent and be aware that i am definately not abandoning her...moreover..that will be her temporary home for the next yr or so..so i really wish and hope she will adjust well..really wana thank uncle soon for taking care of gerger and enabling me to trust him to take good care of gerger...

my dear ger should be sleeping by now..i hope..hope she has a good night sleep without missing me as much as i miss her..my lovely gal..do be a good gal and eat well..be happy..coz that's all that i hope for her now..i will be contented...really...

Pirate hasnt been eating much today too..when i got home..i spent an hour coaxing him to eat..i tink he kinda realise gerger is not with him to play and steal his food..i have a feeling he is starting to miss his irritating little sis...

i hope the weekdays pass by quickly and i can bring gerger home on sat..to let the 2 good pals meet up and play and rekindle to good old memories that they had...i hope it will make gerger at eased and resume her happy self again :)

Day 1 without you by my side...

Today was a tough day, both for myself & gerger..i decided to let her board at noo age for 2 weeks trial and afterwhich decide from there...

Time seems to fly pass quickly..it was time for me to bring her to noo age..we reached there ard 4pm...on the car ride she was whining non-stop...pretty unusual for her and she sticked very closely to me...i tink she sensed where she was going...

Upon reaching noo age...she was abit scared..but settled in ok and was greeted by noo age owner's 2 dog..she was wagging her tail n exploring the place...i thought to myself...phew...seems like she will be fine n cope well..

i borught along all her belongings...dog food, her bowl, my t-shirt, her towel, her toys and her favourite milk bone and left all the belongings into her sleep area (which there is a gate to close up at night when the shop closes)..the uncle (owner of noo age) assured me she would be fine...we slowly led her to her sleeping area and closed the gate..she started whinning and seems to me like she was crying...she was frantically scratching the gate...my heart sank and was totally heartbroken when i saw her whinning and scratching the gate..i tried to hold back my tears but it tears just rolled down my cheeks...it was hard to see her so sad..i started to sobbed abit (trying my best to hide my face from the owner of noo age and my bf)..i stroke her head and assured her that im not abandoning her there..it would be temporary..really...i will definately bring her back with my when i have a place of my own...

suddenly the trees are no longer green and the sky seems to be gloomy to me..nothing seems to pleased me anymore..i just wish to have her by my side..i left noo age and took one last glimpse at gerger..she was whinning still..it took me alot of courage to leave noo age..but with tears in my eyes...i hate myself for having to let her suffer...she hasnt left my side these 1.5yrs since i found her and brought her back home..tonight will be the first night she is not by my side...

i went home feeling devasted..upon reaching home i saw pirate..but there was no gerger jumping at the gate to greet me..no more gerger's belonging at home...no more gerger to sit by my side and begging me to stroke her..she never have enough of me storking her..once i stop stroking her..she will poke her nose on my hand to ask me to not stop stroking her...i really miss her...i really hope she is coping fine...pirate seems to be coping better than me..life seems to be normal for him..does he realised his little sis n playmate will not be with as for the time being? Thankfully he is not too much affected..but once in awhile he will look ard as if to find his little sis - gerger...

At ard 7pm..i just couldn't take it and phoned noo age..the uncle told me he brought her for her walk and she has stopped whinning..at least a relived for me that gerger should be ok by now..it will probably take her a few more days to get over and she will be her bubbly self again..but for me..it will take a long time...i planned to visit her after work tomorrow..and i really cant wait for time to fly pass now...it's be an emotional ride for me..but i noe it's even tougher for gerger..i had to acted like im fine with my frens..it really hard..

i planned to bring her back during the weekend to play wiht pirate..at least that assured her that i am not abandoning her...i hope she knows its a tough deision for me..and i hope she knows i am doing it out of no choice..i hope she is sleeping soundly now..i miss u my darling ger..will see you tmr...